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Happily Ever After: Life As A Married Rapper (From Ozone Magazine)

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Usually, the only time you hear the word “marriage” in Hip Hop is when a rapper is talking about being married to the game, married to the money, married to the music or some other non-human entity. Once every blue moon you’ll hear a rhyme about a down ass chick or a ride or die broad, but it’s rare that you’ll hear the word “wife” uttered out of a rappers’ mouth. For some reason, talking about marriage in a music that is roughly 30 years old now is still a risk.

OZONE caught up with Bun B, E-40 and Paul Wall to find out how they’ve balanced their marriages with their successful careers. Each of them are at different stages of their marriages and offer different perspectives and stories of the celebrations and challenges that have greeted them along the way.

How long have you been married?
E-40: We’ve been together 19 years. I was with her before rap. We’ve been together since the summer of 1984. We were teenagers. I played in the marching band at Franklin High School and she was at Vallejo. I always had my eye on her and vice versa and we became a couple. She was there when I was just Earl. She’s been my backbone, my rib. We were living off of love, man. We’ve been together all these years with no fall outs in between, not even a day brah.
Bun B: We are going on 8 years of marriage. We were together for 12 years. We got where I wanted to be financially so that we could get married. We wanted to have a real nice wedding without doing what most young couples do and spend all the money on the wedding and leave nothing to start off with. We wanted to celebrate doing everything the right way and set an example for our kids. We didn’t want them to grow up and be shacking up.
Paul Wall: We’ve been married for 5 years. We’d already been together for a while. Our bond together got stronger when we got married though. She was already my best friend, someone I talk to every day and don’t get tired of. When we got married, our bond just got unbreakable. We got closer.

Do you have your wife involved heavily in your career? Has it ever been an issue as far as time spent at home as opposed to being out working?
E-40: She used to come to the studio with me a lot. But when I started putting a lot of hours in and we had two sons, the kids had her occupied being a mom. I’m not trying to make it look like a perfect picture, but it was. We had hard times, I had my ups and downs before rap, you take your lumps financially, but once I got on, I felt I wasn’t gonna take my foot off the industry’s neck. That’s why I’ve been going hard all these years. But with me and her and the obstacles, she was there when I had funk in the hood. She was just down. I don’t have no complaints. She ain’t one of those materialistic broads. She’s strong. She’s a year younger than me, but we’re cut from the same cloth. We come from a good tradition; we’re from the old school.
Bun B: My wife is highly involved. A lot of the decisions I’m making at this point of my career have a lot to do with where I want her and my family to be. My wife has a good ear for things that ladies like, what women listen for in music. She is built differently from other women. She’s seen a lot of things in her time so I can talk to her about a lot of things like life and current events. She keeps me balanced.
Paul Wall: When I met her, she was a singer in Houston locally, just trying to make it on the Houston scene. She sounded really good on the Swishahouse mixtapes and she was doing stuff for Lil Keke. So she’s already creative. She’d come to the studio with me sometimes, hear a beat and come up with an idea for something. She really helped me out on a song I recorded with Trina once. Even though she wasn’t singing on it, she had good ideas for me. I’m a prude, so I try to stay away from getting too explicit. So she has to encourage me to rap a little dirty sometimes.

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Do you try to keep them near you often? Like take them on the road with you a lot?
Bun B: Sometimes it feels weird when my wife is not around. I get to go to a lot of places and do a lot of things that most people never get to do or see. So more than anything I want my wife to be around to experience those things too. I want to experience those things with someone I can talk about it with 10-15 years from now.
E-40: I just try to take her to the right shit. When I perform, I perform in some of the grittiest clubs, and the nicest arenas. I don’t want to put her in harm’s way, because we all know, this is rap music. I don’t look for trouble, but trouble can find you sometimes. I try to keep her out of the clubs, but I take her to the arenas and the nice clubs. I just try to make the best decisions so I can make sure somebody is there for my kids if something ever happens to me. If I’m on the road for 2 weeks, I’m going to fly her out, or have her on the bus with me. Or I’ll fly home on in-between down days when nothing’s going on.
Paul Wall: She comes with me a lot. She brings the kids too. Family is a big part of my life. Being away makes it hard for me. Any tour I go on, she won’t be there the whole time, but she’ll be there for portions of it.

What would you say is one of the best decisions your wife helped you make?
Bun B: If you ask her, she’ll probably say everything. (laughs) But the best decision my wife helped me make was just her being by my side. Especially when I was going through a lot of things with Pimp C being locked up. That was a lot to go through financially, spiritually and personally. She never gave up on me. I was under the impression that UGK would fall apart when Pimp got locked up; a lot of us were. I fell into a very dark place and did a lot of drinking. I wanted to sit back and feel sorry for myself. That was the turning point in my career. From that point on when I decided to not let that situation beat me and defeat me, my career took off musically and we achieved financial prosperity that we have never achieved before.
E-40: Just being there. She ain’t know what I was gonna be. All I did was write raps, but she never knocked me. My brothers always tell me that. She never knew what I was gonna be, but she was always there.
Paul Wall: I can’t think of anything specific, but I know it’s been a few occasions though. Sometimes when I get writer’s block I’ll ask her for help. Like this one time when I was doing a song for Colby O’Donis. When I got the beat, it was jamming, but I couldn’t come up with nothing. She started freestyling and some of the things she said got me going. Next thing I knew the flame was sparked and I wound up laying down two verses to the song.

Have female friends, groupies or just too many women being around ever been an issue in your relationship?
Bun B: I don’t play when it comes to respect when my wife is concerned. For a while I would tell people to just keep all women away from me. But my wife said I can’t do that because a lot of women are fans of mine. She told me I had to learn the differences between a groupie and a fan. She said, “A groupie wants to hold you and fan wants to hug you.” She said I can’t penalize fans for what groupies do. But we’ve only had 3 instances in 12 years when somebody disrespected.
Paul Wall: Not really. Even when it comes to girls in the video, she makes friends with them. Or she might pull me to the side and say, “She’s ugly. Take her out of the video.” It’s funny how she be on the set doing that. But all the women usually flock to her. Even when we in the clubs, the women always go to her. They don’t even be worrying about me. Based on what I have seen though, a lot of people like to be messy. I’m honest and faithful to my wife. If I wasn’t faithful that would be a problem. I think being faithful is a big part of the success of our relationship.

Do you think marriage will ever become more acceptable to rap about?
E-40: This game is like making movies, but people take music literally. When you rap about something, people say you ain’t doing that. Me personally, I make songs about my wife. I just did a song called “All I Need.” If you came in the game real mannish, people want to see you stay that way lyrically. I’ve got a young and old audience so I have to mix it up. At the end of my day I go home to my wife. Now I’ve said some slick crazy shit in my songs, but my wife knows that I come home to her. She knows this is just my occupation.
Paul Wall: It’s entertainment, so I don’t know. It’s like a secret society. Once I got married, I started noticing that a lot of other people in the industry were married too. Before I was married, I didn’t know that a lot of my friends were married. They introduce me to their wives now. I guess people are protective of their personal lives.
Bun B: People tend to not focus on marriage and family in Hip Hop. Male artists who have a lot of female fans have images to uphold. When they say they’re married, that kinda puts a block between them and the fan. You still want them to scream for you. But that’s just not in Hip Hop, that’s the entertainment industry period. Look at how Usher’s career was affected. Women didn’t feel they could have him anymore.

Do any of you have advice for other rappers thinking about getting married, or even rappers who are married and might not be enjoying it?
E-40: If you find a good one, you probably want to stick with her. It’s not about glamour. You want somebody who’s gonna be there for you. Everybody’s got a main squeeze. If you find a good woman and she’s in your heart, stick with her. Don’t get caught up in all this industry shit, man. Find a down to earth female. Different strokes for different folks, but my advice is if you find a good one keep her.
Bun B: I get calls from younger rappers making the transition. I’ve talked to Wale, Dizzie Rascal and I talk to ESG and Paul Wall on the regular. All I have to tell you is don’t do it unless you are sure. Don’t get married out of convenience, that’s the last thing you want to do. There’s nothing worse than being an unsure married person.
Paul Wall: Keeping your faith in God is a big part of it. I would encourage people not to do it if you’re not ready. Some people do it too soon, and some wait too long. If you think it’s meant to be, do it. But the biggest part of it is being faithful. If you are unfaithful, it makes it hard and it makes [your spouse] very insecure. //

Words by Maurice G. Garland

via ozonemag.com

DJ COTTON MIXTAPE: Kusch Melodics Vol. 1 (Music Makes Me High)

DJ Cotton presents - Kusch Melodics Vol. 1 (Music Make Me High)

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  1. TRU - Smokin Green
  2. Gangsta Pat - I Wanna Smoke
  3. Bun B ft Pimp C, Z-Ro & Jay-Z - Get Throwed
  4. Snoop Doggy Dogg - G'z Up H**s Down
  5. Luniz - I Got 5 On It
  6. Da Brat ft Krayzie Bone - Let's Get High
  7. Devin The Dude ft Scarface - Sticky Green
  8. Ghetto Mafia - In Decatur
  9. Lil Wayne & Juelz Santana - Birds Fly High
  10. Redman & Method Man - Dis Iz 4 All My Smokers
  11. Scarface - Mary Jane
  12. Slim Thug - Miss Mary
  13. D'Angelo - Brown Sugar
  14. Lil Wayne & T-Streets - Love Of My Life freestyle
  15. Mystikal - Still Smokin
  16. Christion - Full Of Smoke
  17. UGK - Hi Life
  18. Makaveli ft Bad Azz - Krazy
  19. Lil Boosie ft Webbie - Smokin On Purple
  20. Memphis Bleek ft Beanie Sigel & Jay-Z - Hypnotic
  21. Jay-Z - Feelin It

DOWNLOAD LINK: http://www.sharebeast.com/h3ef3aj34tkq

No I do not smoke or drink and never have.  This is just a mix I made for my homegirl.  I actually use it to go to sleep with lol.

MIXTAPE: LRG Presents Bun B - No Mixtape


1. Intro
2. On To The Next Year
3. Stupid Trill
4. Trill OG
5. 2 Damn Trill
6. Trill Gladiator Snippet
7. No Mixtape
8. Transform Ya
9. One King
10. Don’t Say Shit
11. Countin’ Money
12. I Went In
13. Adrenaline Rush
14. (2) Dope Boyz
15. Coocoo
16. Greatest of All Time
17. Mr. Hit That Lick
18. Press Play
19. Big Dick Chaney
20. I Am
21. I Got Cake Ft. Pimp C
22. Play Clothes
23. Bag Music
24. I Made It
25. The Champion
26. Put It Down
27. Outro
Bonus: Pants On The Ground

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INTERVIEW: Bun B - "There Are No Rich Rappers"

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http://allhiphop.com/stories/features/archive/2008/02/25/19311891.aspx

By Chuck "Jigsaw” Creeekmur

Pimp C does not define Bun B, but the tragic death of latter’s
volatile, longtime rap partner has been a cornerstone of the
mainstream attention directed to UGK. Long one of Hip-Hop’s staples,
when half of the group departed, it was far more than a daily headline
to Bun and legions of fans.

According to medical reports, UGK co-founder Pimp C died suddenly due
to an accidental, yet lethal combination of prescription cough
medicine and a pre-existing sleep apnea condition at a Hollywood hotel
in late December 2007. In the weeks and subsequent months after the
rapper’s death, his partner Bernard “Bun B” Freeman forged ahead with
grace not typically characterized by a Hip-Hop artist. “It was sad,
but its definitely a real thing living in Houston, TX,” Bun frankly
told a local Texas newscaster. “Being a person that affiliates with
the common man, we know that in Houston, TX we have a problem now with
the cough syrup epidemic. And, while it wasn’t solely the cause of his
death, we have to be very real about its consequences.

Bun B kept Pimp C’s name alive ("Free Pimp C!") when his friend was
incarcerated for four years and will continue to do so here on. There
is a catch. Bernard Freeman – the man – is an unstoppable force in
Hip-Hop and he's not likely to be confined to the memory of Pimp C.
The Port Arthur, TX native is his own person with a viable career to
look forward to.

The Southern rap impresario has a new album called 2 Trill on the
horizon, which highlights some of his most personal work to date. With
AllHipHop, Bun is slightly tentative when talking about Pimp, but he
offers insight into his feelings. On the other side, some so-called
one-hit wonders find a friend in one Bernard Freeman, a voice of
reason in an unfair world.


AllHipHop.com: What you up to these days, I heard about a new album
and stuff like that, can you speak on that?

Bun-B: Yeah, well the new album was pretty much done, y’know at the
time of Pimp’s passing. We had the single ready to go. We had three
songs to pick from to be the single, trying to pick one and then go
ahead and get it pressed up. And we was gon’ try to move on the top of
the year but of course all things considered — we had to really pump
the brakes on everything. I had to really reanalyze everything, to
figure out exactly how we was going to move forward.

AllHipHop.com: Did you ever feel discouraged from moving forward?

Bun-B: Yeah, of course initially. It was always the notion in my head,
Would I even want to do this anymore? If I did decide I still would
want to do it – how, when that initially happened. That s**t still
weighs heavily on my mind. I’m still trying to put together the words
to do my man justice – as far as writing and recording a record about
my dude. It’s pretty hard to do. I ended up going back and just doing
some remix stuff with some people, and [that’s] really a lot easier to
do it on someone else’s project and say R.I.P than open up about what
my dude meant to me and all of that. I need to make that song for
closure and also because the fans, they need to know. I really don’t
care what people expect to hear from me, but I feel I need to do it
for my real (true) n****s, it’s something they need to hear.

AllHipHop.com: How has your outlook on life changed, if at all?

Bun-B: Life is fully precious to me don’t get it twisted. I always
have respect for life and people but, I really have just taken my life
and family more into perspective — just making sure that (not just
financially) emotionally from a life perspective. Which you really
can’t prepare people for this kind of thing, but I really want people
know how I feel about them. All my homies and close family, it’s very
important to know how you feel. And I come from a really, really big
family, I got hundreds of cousins not just a hundred cousins,
literally hundreds of cousins. So for me it’s really about getting
back and making connections with people that love me and people I know
I love.

AllHipHop.com: Initially people thought drugs; some thought he was
murdered, that was the initial assumption.

Bun-B: That because he was a rapper and he was a young black male,
and that’s kind of what happens to us. Which is unfortunate in it
itself, but when you lose a loved one, as far as general people are
concerned, they may look at it a certain way but when it is the person
you loved it doesn’t make it easier knowing exactly how they died. If
they’re murdered then you definitely want the person to pay for it.
But when they [are] brought to justice one way or another – you can’t
necessarily say your pain is lifted.

CC: Is it true there is a Pimp C sneaker?

Bun-B: Yeah, my man (Reggie Simmons) from Jordan brand made me some
R.I.P Pimp C sneakers. He actually made two pair, I got one and his
oldest son has the other pair.

AllHipHop.com: How is the family holding up?

Bun-B: It’s rough. The younger kids are dealing with it in a certain
way, and his oldest son is dealing with it in his own way. But it’s
rough on the kids and it’s rough on the mothers of those children.
It’s definitely rough on his mother. It’s extremely rough for his wife
right now. She is trying very hard to keep her head up and do the
right thing, do right by her husband and his legacy but it’s extremely
hard for her right now.

AllHipHop.com: Are there any plans for anything to put in place for his legacy.

Bun-B: We had recently—like a week and a half before he passed—we got
inducted into the Port Arthur Music Hall of Fame, and that’s going to
have a nice setup for us. The city, the mayor at the funeral, they
were talking about giving him a street and I’m pushing for his
birthday to become a local holiday. I don’t know if it’s going to be
anywhere else but in Port Arthur, where we’re from. I would like for
his birthday to be Pimp C day, so that people wouldn’t forget and so
people will always be able to celebrate

AllHipHop.com: Is it true that Pimp C or both of you were going to
start a female version of UGK called Underground Queens?

Bun-B: He hadn’t talked to me about anything like that. He may have
been doing something….Pimp was a man of many ideas and many dreams. He
had a lot of things that he wanted to do, he had a lot of things he
was trying to materialize. He had his hands in a lot of pots and that
very well could have been one of them. I couldn’t keep up with all the
things he was trying to do, he would come up with two or three things
a day.

AllHipHop.com: One thing we found interesting, at the funeral it
appeared that the feds or some police agency was there taking
pictures. Were you aware of that?

Bun-B: Oh yeah, they weren’t being bashful or trying to hide it in any
sense. We were very aware. They apparently were positioned to take
people to their rightful places and walk out from different places…

AllHipHop.com: What do you think their purpose was there?

Bun–B: I couldn’t really tell you… but I don’t know what they expected
to see. I keep asking people I don’t know what they think we were
going to do some kind of drug deal – or something like that, at the
funeral? I don’t understand what it was; I didn’t know it was a crime
to care about Pimp C. If so then label me, guilty.

AllHipHop.com: Is there anything to be learned for Pimp C dying?

Bun-B: Absolutely, make sure you are living you life for yourself,
regardless of whatever the circumstances were going to be, Pimp C made
sure he did everything that he wanted to do, he lived his life for
himself, [not] for the TV or the radio or for whoever is looking at
it.

Make sure that whatever you do, you’re doing what you want to do so at
the end of the day you’ll have no regrets about how your life went
because you choose to do what this man said or that man said. Pimp C
followed his own drum; I’m not saying that you couldn’t talk to him
about anything, or give him advice, or that he wouldn’t listen to what
people say but at the end of the day, he was gon’ do what he felt in
his heart, he needed to do. It’s important that people understand
that. At the end of the day, listen to yourself. Take your own advice;
don’t listen to what people have to say. Take in constructive
criticism but at the end of the day make sure your living your life
for yourself.

AllHipHop.com: Are there any other recordings of him, is it possible
to get another UGK album?

Bun-B: There is another UGK album we’re getting ready to start putting
it together now and we can figure out the best way to market and
present it to the public – to make sure it does him respect and does
him honor. There is music left, and we have to path a plan to give
the fans another album. We was gonna give the fans more than one more
album. He was working on his next solo and I was working on mine, but
we had already planned to drop another UGK album this fall, and
already recorded music toward it.

AllHipHop.com: Recently in the music industry we’ve seen a shift to
digital in major way. Do you have any thoughts on how you’re perceived
in your career? Keeping in mind that digital downloads are becoming
more and more important to the bottom line.

Bun-B: Luckily, I come from generations of music fans that have to
have their CDs, I make car music. I make music that people have to
play in a car. Even though my fans definitely listen to my music on
iPods and Zune players and iPhones and all these different other
outlet, at the end of the day most of my UGK fans, they’re hood
people, they’re car people. They’re playing their music in their car,
they usually keep all their music in their CD case. And then they
coordinate what’s where by the cover art. I make music with bass it in
for people with cars and speakers that can play my s**t.

Now that being said I do have fans in the younger generation. I know
because they run up on me all the time. I know all of them ain’t
buying my CD although they will run up with the CD. Hopefully they’re
buying my music from the Zune market place or the iTunes music store
or whatever, amazon.com, rhapsody or whatever outlet is selling my
music online. But the reality is they’re probably downloading it on
Limewire or on a zip-file or something. And I’m cool with that because
– anybody that tells you they’ve never downloaded something is a lie,
their just a bold-face lie; besides n***s in the hood that don’t f**k
with computers period. But even still, n****s in the hood find a way
to buy bootleg movies, n****s is lying if they say any different. At
the end of the day it’s almost like you reaping what you sew.
Everybody wants to benefit from the s**t when its time for them to get
something, but everybody want to get mad when n****s get they s**t.
It’s just time to be real about that s**t, y’ know?


AllHipHop.com: I get what are you saying.

I see a lot of people talk about ringtone rappers. I can’t remember
anybody making music that didn’t want everybody to hear it. I can’t
for the life of me see somebody spending all that money in the studio,
all that elbow grease to get out in the world and yet they only want
50 m’f***as to hear it. That’s ignorant. I never believed that s**t.
When n****s talk about they don’t like ringtone rappers, this and
that, that’s ignorant. You would love to be a ringtone rapper. No you
wont do what they’re doing probably –you probably won’t compromise
yourself, but you would love for 5000 m’f***as to like what you doing.
You would love for a million people to go out and buy your s**t. Okay
fine you don’t dance, that’s cool. But don’t just diss n****s that do
because they eating, and you ain’t.

AllHipHop.com: You gotta admit, but in particularly in ’07, we saw a
lot more one-hit-wonders than we have ever seen before.

Bun-B: No we haven’t. That’s a bulls**t argument. You can pick any
year in rap, and I can pick 20 n****s that ain’t here today. I don’t
care what kind of music they make. I grew up loving Lakim Shabazz, I
grew up loving Poor Righteous Teachers, but n****s will have the nerve
to call them one-hit-wonders because they’re not around no more. Be
careful the terminology you associate with people. The reality is
people like Soulja Boy ain’t no one hit wonder, because he had two hit
records that broke 5,000 bds. I understand people don’t like some of
this music and believe me I’m not here to defend Soulja Boy…I’m
defending the music. There is no difference between the argument. I
said it before and I want to say it again, you got to be real with
yourself. Every time you listen to music and you say that’s noise,
it’s no difference than the s**t our parents told us about what we
listened to. When you and I were young we sat in the room listening to
Public Enemy, trying to enlighten ourselves about the black culture —
and our parents would come in the room and tell us to cut that s**t
off, it was noise. Because they didn’t understand it.

I’m not saying there is some big super-hidden sociological impact to
be discerned from Soulja Boy. He’s just doing his thing, he’s sixteen
what the f**k else you got to talk about at 16 when you ain’t growing
up in super poverty with guns in your hand. What else you gon’ talk
about? Some people seem like they would rather Soulja Boy been a
gangster. Is that what we really want from a sixteen year old MC? At
the end of the day we ain’t making s**t four and five year old kids
can listen to. Ifyou look at the charts, you can see what our kids are
listening to, Hannah Montana. I’ve got no problem with that. To me it
just looks like you don’t like somebody making money. There’s no way
Soulja Boy is taking money out of quality pockets, those people
weren’t gonna buy quality in the first place.

AllHipHop.com: So there’s nothing wrong with Hip-Hop at all now?

Bun-B: I’m not saying there’s nothing wrong with Hip-Hop, there is
always going to be something wrong with the state Hip-Hop. It’s always
fluctuating, there’s always something that doesn’t fit the status quo.
But there was no perfect year for Hip-Hop. At the same time we was
celebrating something somebody else felt like they were left out.
I know because I felt like that certain years. From 2004 to 2005, the
years that Houston was on top, when we was celebrating, a lot of
n****s felt left out. From 2000 to 2004 when Atlanta was ballin,’ and
they’re still ballin’ to a certain degree, n****s felt left out.
That’s just how I felt [from] ‘87 through ‘91, that’s how I felt from
‘93 to ‘97 — I felt left out. You got to be careful to not look
bitter.

“I’m a rapper right now and my money is f***ed up,” but I can’t get
mad at n****s that’s eating. I got to figure out what they’re doing
that’s making them eat so well. I got to figure out if there is any
way at all to bring some one to what I’m doing. And if it’s not, then
I gotta figure out a different hustle, in terms of what I’m doing
inside of my cycle.

AllHipHop.com: What do you think you will do? Like right now it is
big time for rappers to leverage their celebrity into other things.
You see Jay-Z, every week he’s doing something new.

Bun-B: First let me say this, because I am really trying to impress
this upon the young people, and I don’t know how young the average
person that reads Allhiphop.com is but I do know the majority of them
want to be in the music industry at some point. Let me make this very
clear, there are no rich rappers. Let me say that again, there are no
rich rappers.

There are rappers who have gotten rich through other entities. When
you look at Jay-Z, Jay-Z is not rich through Roc-A-Fella Records,
Jay-Z is rich through Roc-A-Wear clothing. Puff Daddy is not rich
through Bad Boy Records, Puff Daddy is rich through Sean John
Clothing. 50 Cent is not rich through G-Unit Records, even though all
these people made good money, I’m not saying these people didn’t make
millions on music, I’m saying 50 Cent got rich through G-Unit Clothing
and Vitamin Water. You have to put a slash after your title right now,
because the s**t don’t pay like that. Even when it paid like that, it
ain’t pay like that, now it don’t pay like that. You got like three
n****s that’s getting good checks right now, and them n****s trying to
get out of rap. They trying to do movies and s**t. What does that tell
you? I feel bad because there’s a hundred times the number of kids
that want this dream than when I wanted this dream because of the way
television has sold this dream.

AllHipHop.com: There has to be a place to draw the line though.

I feel bad for n****s because, I be wanting to tell n****s don’t get
in the game. But I can’t tell a n***a not to chase his dream; I don’t
want to seem like a dream crusher. But Ihate to see these n***s with
no sense of reality. It’s almost like they throwing their [money] away
for something that ain’t really there, that s**t is a façade.
Them n****s never gave themselves another out, I tell them 30 year old
n****s now, if you haven’t smoked that part of your brain yet, n***a
get your ass in school. It’s n****s that don’t get a promotion until
they’re 44. I look at n****s getting nominated for the Oscars in their
50’s. [But], I cant tell a 30 year old n****a not to chase his dream.

INTERVIEW: 2005 PImp C interview from prison talking about making country rap tunes, Big Pimpin & more

Pimp C
by Matt Sonzala

I dont think anyone out here is really clear about what really got you into this predicament. What are you in here for?

Well you know, what they call aggravated assault. But now, there was no bodily injury and it actually was not an assault. In the state of Texas, if a person fears for they life and you have a weapon, thats classified as aggravated assault. So Im gonna give you the quick run down of the story. Im in a mall, Im by myself, Im in a store and I got a cell phone up to my ear. I tell the manager, I need this pair of shoes and I got my back turned. Theres a group of five people, three girls and two guys. I hear a conversation going on behind me. One of the girls ask the girl behind the counter Whos that? And the girl proceeds to tell her, oh thats Pimp C whoop de whoo, this and that, gets to naming some songs. So real loudly and real belligerently the broad goes Oh! I dont listen to them old pussy ass niggas. Like that right? So uh, Im on the phone with Bun at the time I tell him Hey man lemme call you back. So I hang up and I turn around and when I see them broads, I asked her I said Hey man uh, why you gotta talk my name with that shit in ya mouth? You know what Im sayin? So me and the broad, we get in a little argument but its really funny. People laughin you know what Im sayin? She crackin on me, Im crackin on her, and in the process I got the best of her. So the broad was like uh Yeah nigga, I got your bitch, this such and such street, and she reached off in her jacket and when she did that I lifted up my jacket and showed her the thang. So when I showed her the thang I said, look, I said, Freeze, dont move no mo. And I look over at the two dudes and I say mayne dont even try it and the dude put his hands up and said Man we dont want it. And I tell them, I dont want it either man. I look back at the broad and I say Yall need to back up out this store, this not funny no more. Thats the incident that led to me getting locked up here. I ended up getting charged with aggravated assault for that. They said that was an assault cuz I showed them my pistol. Alright, in the process, I ended up taking a probation, whats called Deferred Adjudication Probation on it. Which was capped off at 4 years. I ended up violating the probation a year later on a community service violation which is something they dont usually do. But in my case, hey it was politics. The rest is history man. I been gone ever since then. They sent special prosecutors after me. They started asking me, What is Rap-A-Lot Records, who is James Prince to you? And all that kind of talk and I told them, Thats a friend of my family. Im not signed to Rap-A-Lot Records, Im signed to Jive Records, so in the process, I felt like I was in the position where I had to take the probation because what they was talking was some way out shit. And mind you, at the time I took it, I knew I was gonna violate it because the system is set up down here to where 90-95% of the people who take this type of probation violate it. But I also knew and I had it in my heart and I knew in my head that most times if you dont catch another case and you violate in some kind of way they usually give you the time you have left on probation. So what I was trying to do was cap something off that could have been 2 20 at 4 years. But now, uh, mind you, the judge got the right when you violate to give you what the crime carry. But now I didnt catch no new case and really if I hadnt been who I am or who they perceive me to be, it probably wouldnt have got violated for a community service violation and I probably wouldnt have got the extra 4 years tacked on to the 4 I already had.

So you got 8 years?

Yeah I got 8 years aggravated. Classified as aggravated assault with a deadly weapon.

I thought I saw something on the internet that said something about a possession charge.

Thats not what Im locked up on, naw. That was another case. That never came into play with this.

How do you feel right now about having a release come out when youre behind bars?

Obviously those songs were written at least three years ago.
Those werent written at all. Those were made from freestyle tapes that I had recorded before I came in here.

Really? Were you recording with Rap-A-Lot or were you just doing your own thing and they took it and compiled an album?

I wouldnt put it like that, but um, see this is our creative process. I go in, I try new ideas out. Usually I freestyle over them, I make CDs out of em and I ride around. And if I ride around 2 months or 3 months with the idea and they still sound good, then I bring Bun in and we go through the song for real.

Thats where those tapes come from, from some freestyle sessions that I had done between late 2000 and into 2001.

Youve been in just about 3 years now right?
Three years and 3-4 months.

What have you been doing to keep yourself busy? What have you been doing to keep your head together?

Reading.

Whats some of the things youve been reading?

Machiavelli the Prince, 48 Laws of Power, Robert Green, the Art of War, books like that. I also read entertainment type books, my favorite author is a man by the name of James Patterson. Those things keep me busy.

Were you a big reader before getting into this?

No.

How about writing, have you been writing a lot since youve been here?

I wrote a lot the first year, kind of slacked off the second year, wrote a whole lot the third year. Since I been at this unit I have not been writing as much, but I mean Im sitting on somewhere close to 2000 songs and ideas. Thats not to say all these songs are gonna come to be records, but these are ideas and rhymes that I had wrote. Then when I get an idea I jot it down, I write a couple 16 bars and then I put it away. When I get ten songs I mail em home. I just been doing it like that.

Have any of your perspectives changed at all as far as things youve been writing about? Will we see a change in Pimp C? Will we see any kind of difference or progress?

Well its been almost four years and I think change comes with time. Yeah, Ive changed in some ways. I got older, Im wiser, Ive learned a lot about the system and when I didnt know I didnt have a responsibility to expose that. But now that I do know, yeah, I gotta talk about it.

Whats a typical day like for you?

Really man Im blessed man. My days are real laid back. First of all let me tell you this, compared to other units this place is like Disneyland. This place is alright.

Compared to where you were over the past few years?

Yeah compared to where I was and compared to some of the other places that I could have been sent to. This place is cool. Not too many bad actors over here and mind you, they watch us. They keep us in transit for up to two years to see what kind of character you are. So if you a bad actor and you fighting and you sticking people and you acting bad everyday, you get sent to a farm with a bunch of people thats acting bad. They sticking and fighting. If you laid back and you play it cool then you get sent to places where people are playing it cool. I was blessed that I didnt get into any wrecks at any of the places before so I was able to come to a place like this.

So my days are laid back. I got a job, I work in the kitchen, I got to work around 2 oclock so Im able to sleep until 11:30, 12 oclock if I want to. I get up, drink some coffee and go to work. I stay at work till about 7:30, sometimes 8 oclock, work is real laid back, serving food to inmates. Got a good boss, laid back. Around 7:30 or 8 oclock I go shower, go back to my house. Where Im living is a 52 man open dorm, but we have private cubicles. So we got a little bit of privacy. I got a radio. I didnt have a radio at the transfer places I was at. I stayed at the county for a year and then I just did the two years transit. There arent any radios on transit units. So I was kind of cut off from music.

Now youre able to keep up with it again?

Yeah I got a radio and Im blessed to be close enough to Houston where I can catch Houston radio. You know it, its like the hip-hop capital man. We right in the middle so we catching everything from the west, everything from the east, we catching everything coming down and we got our own stars. And you know what the DJs around here been showing me love. Mike Jones screaming my name, Lil Flip screaming my name, T.I. screaming my name, Bun B scream my name more than he scream his own name. Im blessed. Im back close to the house. My momma dont have to drive 5-6 hours to come see me. So its gravy.

Listening to the record, it seems like maybe theres some controversies running through the record that have gotta be three years old. How do you feel about coming out with this record with lyrics that you may have felt three years ago, but

Well the single was recorded in 1996 or 97. Is A Playa was recorded originally for a friend of ours album. His name is N.O. Joe, hes a producer, and what happened was he ended up scrapping his album. He decided he wasnt gonna do it. So it had all three verses, myself, Bun and Twista, we were on it already. I think Twista mention something about a 97 Suburban or something on that record. Thats when that record was recorded. It had a different hook. And the only thing different about that record is that Zro came in and wrote that hook and you know what? Its worth a whole lot more with him on that hook than it was before. That song has been circulating on the internet since the mid-90s. Its old. A bunch of the other stuff, yeah its at least 3-4 years old. And to be honest with you, I havent heard the album. Ive only heard three songs on the radio.

Being who you are, are you kind of like a celebrity in here? Do a lot of people know you?

I mean uh, yeah a lot of people know of me. Naw they dont know me as a person till they get to meet me and talk to me. I dont get no special treatment.

No? Not even from other inmates who might have come up listening to you as an artist? Or as a producer they came up listening to their whole life? Im sure a lot of these people in here probably rap themselves.

Right. Its a lot of talented people in here man. I meet a lot of talented people and if I had my way Id sign them all up and give them all million dollar advances. But uh, thats not reality. Yeah I meet a lot of my fans in here, people that were exposed to my music, yeah thats true, but that kind of wears off after the first two or three weeks, then you stripped down to the man.

Whats your musical situation going to be when you get out of here? Have you still got an obligation to Jive?

Yeah, me and Bun owe Jive one more studio album. And then that contract is up. Actually Im not signed to a solo deal at this time.

No?

No Im not, but James Prince is like a family member to me so we have an understanding. He know whatever he need he can come get that from me. And I know if I have some problems, I can call him anytime, 24/7 and he gonna handle that for me.

Are you happy that the record is out?

I mean, what do you mean happy?

In one sense it can keep your name alive and its a hot record, people like it. You might not be able to reap the benefits now, but can you see the big picture and what this coming out can do for you in the future? How do you feel about that?

Im gonna be honest with you. I dont like the idea of other people producing songs with my lyrics. I dont like that idea, Im a producer first, remember that, and we have a certain standard I feel. Cant nobody do me like I can do me. So naw, that idea is not charming to me at all. Other people sitting around playing with my freestyle verses and trying to make songs out of them, naw thats not a very charming idea. But now, on the flip side, its good to hear another record out. Its good to know that somebody still cares and its good to know that some money is getting generated while Im just sitting here. Its just not stagnant. Its just not standing still. So I have mixed emotions.

Well from what you said about the production, cuz Ive listened to you since day 1, and my thing is like I think a lot of people are living off of UGK right now. Musically you set a lot of standards for production and lyrically, half the stuff thats being said today between Houston and Atlanta is practically recycled UGK stuff. Are you conscious of the serious influence youve had on this music?

Yeah but I dont look at it like that, I look at it like this. We all feed off of each other so if you go back and research who we got our style from, and the people that we were listening to in the 80s and the early 90s, we were feeding off of other folks also. We were feeding off of Rodney O and Joe Cooley, the Ruthless thing that was going on with Eazy E and Dre and them. We fed off of people, we fed off Run DMC and those folks and theres a little bit of a lot of those folks styles that made our style come together. So I dont see it like that, like its a negative thing, its positive. At least we had a mark on the music, at least we did something that mattered. Cuz a lot of groups after being around 13-14 years, they forget about you. They dont even speak on you anymore. So I feel blessed to be in a position where we could have brought something to the table that people would want to emulate or imitate. Thats how I see it. I dont see them as Aw they stealing up our style.

I dont see it as so much stealing, I just hear so many things that are being said over and over, I hear UGK whole concepts in peoples songs over and over and over again.

Yeah we got a formula and if its a good formula why not use it? Yeah I hear everybody got the hand-clap as they snare drum. I hear that. I hear everybody got 808s and try to make they hi-hats do a certain thing. Yeah I hear that, but you know when we brought it to the table, after its out there its not exclusively ours anymore. So you know, yeah Im happy we had a influence like that. We made it cool to be country mayne. Before we came out, I aint tooting my own horn or nothing but Im the first one to really talk like that. Yaaaall, and Baawwwll, you knowm sayin?

You defined that whole thing.

Yeah and Im proud of that legacy so when I see these young cats out here doing it I think Damn we did something good man. We brought something to the table. But naw, then you got some other boys, they steal the whole concept they even steal the word Trill, put it in the title of they group name and then get in magazines and people ask them who were they listening to and all of a sudden they get to talking about Eric B. and Rakim and Three 6 Mafia. You didnt get Trill from Three 6 Mafia. I know this man. Not to take anything from DJ Paul and them, those are friends of mine, very talented, they got their own style.

A lot of what they brought to the table is being recycled right now also, but now them two different thangs mayne. You cant steal everything from a man. I heard a boy straight steal Buns whole rap. Bun said From the Back to the Front and to the Side and this fool said From the side and to the front and to the back. Im like man you just gonna steal a whole style then you get in a magazine and get to talking about some boys from New York City?

Man you know where you got that from. And Im just gonna go on record, Trillville is Port Arthur, Texas, and if you aint from there I dont understand what they talking about man. And when they get ready to give it up the right way and tell the truth about where they got it from, then Ill respect them. Until then I got no respect for them. Thatd be like them coming to me and asking me what I was listening to and I get to listing a bunch of people

Man I was listening to Scarface and the Geto Boys. I came up off Run DMC, Schooly D., Kool G. Rap & Polo, I came up on Ice-T. I cant get up there and act like it was something else, it wasnt man. These kids need to understand that they need to give credit where credit is due. Give DJ Paul and Juicy J they credit. Give 8Ball & MJG they credit. Give Rodney O and Joe Cooley credit. Give 2 Live Crew they credit mayne. They brought a lot to the game and it seem like people just forget about them. When they get in the books they dont say these names. Im gonna be honest with you, my whole style is based on Run, from Run DMC. Its based on the way he was rapping in 83 and 84. And I took the countryness and the rawness that Willie D brought to the game and I mixed it with the way Run rapped and I got me a style out of that mayne. And over the years, it manifested into some different thangs but basically thats what it was. I know this so I gotta give credit where credit is due. Bun is a lyricist, Im not.

But that was always a great combination. Thats one of the things thats missing in rap now is what Run DMC had and what you guys brought to the table. You dont hear groups interacting like that anymore. Finishing each others lines or going line for line, you dont hear that anymore. Everybody has their little 16 bars and puts em together with a couple hooks and its a formula.

Its like how all the r&b songs are made from the Beatles way of making songs. 8 bars, hook, 8 bars, bridge, 16 bars, hook in a song, thats the Beatles formula. All the r&b records are made like that, so a lot of the rap records are made, 4 bar intro, 16 bars, hook, maybe 16 more bars, everybody is doing it like that. Like the 3 -16s, everybody is rapping the same formula. And you know there aint no rules to the game so we shouldnt have to play by rules. Thats just my opinion, but as far as production wise, I wasnt never the greatest producer in the world. What I tried to do was put some real music in with this stuff.

Well you forged a signature sound out here though. The country rap tune or whatever, but it was definitely something that wasnt being done before.

Well Im gonna tell you why we called it country rap tunes. Because for many years, and rappers need to know this man, rappers need to know that other rappers, these people be your fans man. I had bought Boogie Down Productions records from the first record with Scott LaRock, I was listening to KRS ONE all the way up to the point where the man said That shit yall doing down there is not real hip-hop. If you aint from New York its not real hip-hop. We living this and what yall doing is phony.

I dont know if it was said in them exact words, but thats the feeling I got after a certain point. When I saw the west coast blowing up and I saw certain folks from the south blowin up, Kris said some things that alienated us down here. And at that point when I heard that I said Im not listening to this dude no more. And you know what else I said? Since we aint real hip-hop, you right, we make country rap tunes down here. So you know what you do? You put all the real hip-hop over here in the hip-hop section and you give us our section over here and lets see who sell the most records now. We rappin and we country and they done already told us, they dont want us.

The attitude has changed a lot in the past 7 or 8 years but New York had an attitude for a long time. Its changing now. Jay Z did a lot to make the east coast accept it. When he grabbed his nuts man and said We need to put these boys out there, Im finna do a song with UGK mayne. And we finna shoot a million dollar, Hype Williams video at that. Cuz who was doing that before Jay Z did that song with us man. Give him his card.

I think at the same time though it introduced him to the south as well.

That may be true, Im not gonna disagree to that, maybe so, but he did a lot for the south when he made that move. I know for a fact there was people telling this man, Dont make this move. The man grabbed his nuts and did that.

Well even you said you didnt want to do the song at one point didnt you?

I didnt want to get on the song because uh, I wanted to do some hardcore Reasonable Doubt shit man. When Jay came to me and was like Hey man, family, I need you on this song. I said When you need it? And he said I needed it yesterday. And I was like Aw we finta do some gangsta shit. We fit to talk about this work and we fit to really get out there. And then I got this tape. Actually Bun flew out to New York and they put it down together. Jay already had the concept. Mind you I had just did Wood Wheel. Im in the studio mixing Wood Wheel for the Realest Niggas Down South album.

So our mindset is, we in a hardcore mind frame right now. So we go from this take and we put the reel on and we hear these flutes and this happy music. Mind you, I didnt know it was Timbaland. I knew nothing about the mans plan to shoot the video, I didnt know anything about any of this. I put the song on and Im like MAAAAN. Im not doing it. I called him and said Hey man, are you trying to sabotage me? He said Look fam, its gonna be the biggest record of your career. I said Im gonna call you back.

I was in Houston at that time, and I went back to Atlanta, I was about to move into a new house. And Im at the hotel, we hadnt moved in yet, you know I had been living in Atlanta from like 96 until this thing happened. But I was moving to a new home. So Im at the room, with my lady and I get a phone call. I had been driving, its like 12 hours from Port Arthur to Atlanta. I had been driving, Im tired, Im laying in the bed and the phone rings. It was a friend of mine, his name is Malik Zulu Shabazz. Hes an attorney from Washington, DC. Real cool brother. Hes like got this deep voice and hes like Brother C I think you need to come down to the studio. You need to do this song with Jay Z. And Im like Maaaan, Im not getting on that song. And hes like Brother, that song is a hit. Just do it for me. That man was very instrumental in that song coming about.

Part of the reason I didnt want to do it was cuz I couldnt figure out how to rap on the song man. I couldnt get into that rap contest Bun and Jay was having. Cuz I cant rap like that. Im not a lyricist. Im trying to figure out how Im gonna rap to this song. So to make a long story short, I go to the studio and Im in there and Im listening to it and theres a little chick bouncing to it and Im like You like this? And shes like Yeah, I LIKE it.

So I get a phone call from Big Gipp of the Goodie Mob, and something said, I was at Patchwerk and he said he was coming to see me. And I said Hey man, let me ask you something? Can I use your style on this song? And he laughed like you and said What is you talking about? I said man, Gimme permission to use your style right quick man. He was like Yeah go on ahead and do it. Thats Big Gipps style on there, listen to it. So I wrote it and I really wrote it being sarcastic. I said, Well, if this gonna be the biggest song of my career Im finna talk about sippin syrup, Im finna talk about everything we do. Grippin the grain, choppin on blades and all this here and thats how I wrote the song. Go back and listen to it, its Big Gipps style.

What are we looking at now? From what I understand you are up for parole later this year?

Thats what Ive been told. Yeah. At this point anything can happen. Im gonna stay positive and keep a positive outlook. If its my time to go then Im gonna go. If theres still something I need to see, then Im gonna stay here to see it. This is divine intervention right here. Im not in here just because. So when its supposed to be over, then itll be over and Ill go home.

So is this helping you? Personally? Mentally? Is there anything that makes this negative situation positive in some way?

Maybe its helping me more than I know it is. Maybe if I would have been out there I might not be alive right now. I might have crashed a Benz full of syrup and weed and killed myself, then yalld be wearing RIP Pimp C shirts instead of Free Pimp C shirts. So uh, you have to make your own assumptions about that.

Who do you have on the outside right now? Who do you feel is still behind you? Have you still got people looking out for you on the outside?

Well my family has been tremendous. My family is riding with me. I get a lot of fan mail. Positive. I get a lot of mail from Iraq. Soldiers, people. I aint really been in contact with too many artists since I been in but David Banner has been a blessing to me. Kid getting down for me, Im just gonna go ahead and let you know. He getting down for me in private and he getting down for me in public. And I got Bun out there keeping my name alive, its gonna be alright man. Im blessed.

Will you jump right back in the UGK situation when you get back out?

I never jumped out. I cant get out there and try to catch up. Im not no French fry so I cant catch up. I can only catch in with whats going on. If I try to catch up, Ima get caught back up so uh, as far as Im concerned it never stopped. I just got jerked away for a while. I got confined. For reasons. Everybody has they own opinion, I wont speculate. I wont make it like theres a big conspiracy against Pimp C and UGK.

Anything you want to say to your fans or anything you want me to make sure and get out there?

Yeah, first thing, C-Murder, Shyne, Beanie Siegel, Steady B, Cool C, keep yall heads up. Any differences me and any of those people may have had before, I consider that to be the past. To the people out there and to folks who listen to our music, if you have family members or folks that are locked up in prison, or people that you call your friends, say man, write them a letter man. If its a way you can go see them, go see them. I know in Texas we cant have but ten people on our visiting list and thats some bullshit. We cant change our visiting list but every six months. So its hard for people to be able to come see me. But if its possible for you to come see your people, go see them. Even if you feel like you aint been riding with them, send em a letter anyway cuz its never too late. Mail is very important to us in here. Write your people. If you got a couple of dollars, send em a couple of dollars. And remember, everyone who in the penitentiary is not necessarily guilty.

And RESPECT Bun B.

RIP Pimp C